Written at: 6:27 p.m. on April 17, 2005
its horrible missing someone you left. and even worse is longing for someone who you dont know...
i know what my problem is. i dont long for either. i just long for the comfort of a man. the companionship, affection, long talks, quiet walks, soft kisses, gentle caress, strong arms...
or
i am running from myself. having someone to submerge myself in helps me to avoid myself. i can think about all the things he is doing wrong and not focus on all the things i am not doing right. i can help him with his dreams and differ my own. i can look at his rock hard body and not focus on my waffer thin body and back fat!