how is it possible that the next person is someone else that he knows. is it my curse? of all the men in the world? i mean, he is attractive, intelligent, funny, sensitive, charismatic, single, and sexy. but most importantly he is forbidden fruit! whats a girl to do.

how do i keep my heart from going for what my mind has already explored and what my body wants to experience?

and why do I even care... i must admit, if i dont like him, this entrigue is prostrating. i cant keep him off of my mind. i remember the way he leaned his head to the side, squinting his eyes and starring into mine...and starring into my soul. his eyes wanted to know everything about me, my fears, my dreams, my pleasure spots...and i wanted to tell him.

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