playing the single role, but the game is with myself. telling u i love u and letting 2 hims think i love them. they are both reoccuring dreams. the first a cultured man, strong in spirit and loyal to the T. the second a casanova, showers me with compliments and praises my every breath. then there is u, whose love for me is swallowed by pride. and then there is me who follows u like a hungry dog, yelping when u hurt me, but still being faithful all the while...
And im playing the lying game. but im the one getting played. not exactly lying but hiding the truth. what u dont know cant hurt u, and hurt is not my intention. i only want to love and be loved. i dont want to be alone. but i cant play this game anymore...i just cant.
edited (3/15/05)