Written at: 3:00 p.m. on October 31, 2004
i held ur hand as she played our song on her violin and all the other jazz fans bobbed their heads to the music. u glanced at me once or twice, but i dont know if u realized the moment. i sat there glowing, my turqois blouse drapped across my shoulders. i had fantasized on the way there that you would propose to me. i even got a manicure just in case. then the perfect opportunity came for u to do it and u didnt. "any birthdays?" she asked, "anniversaries? anything to celebrate?" "LIFE" someone called out. "LOVE" another yelled. "ENGAGEMENT!" well, you didnt actually say it but that is the way i imagined it in my head. and i would say yes and we would ride off into the sunset. it didnt happen that way, but i still had a blast