Written at: 4:08 p.m. on October 11, 2004
ur brown eyes made it easier for me to accept u. I must admit. Ur hard body draping over me, made me unafraid. And seeing her pictures everywhere mattered not because at that very moment it was about me...and you and everything i wanted u to do to me.
but in retrospect, she matters a lot more. I dont want you to want me and selfishly, i dont want you to want her either. crazy me. I knew u loved her before i let u in.
and now dirty me, i must live with my loneliness and dry my own lonely cries without u, and without the other him to break my heart.
but it was fun while it lasted.