every drop is a sign of my devotion
because what for you is pleasure is killing me.
but how do i tell u that something is wrong when ive pretended so long.
and how do i say "baby im dying."
and how do i bring what i have hidden from myself to public view?
but sometimes i wonder how u never knew, i mean its been two years
and you didnt love me enough to notice.
or was i that great a pretender?
i guess not because
what i hid within for so long
is plaguing my every thought now.
and im crying now...
because im dying now...
but you cant deny it now...
that im devoted to u.

Larvae Caterpillar Butterfly