A HUNDRED TIMES...ELEPHANT JUICE
Written at: 1:07 p.m. on September 22, 2004

how can 3 words burn so much? i just want to say them to u a hundred times and with their release i want to give you all of me. For eternity...but every time my heart begins to let them loose, my demon takes over, and says u will not feel the same.

im smiling constantly when i see you and a smile is inconcievable when u aren't here...and when u aren't here my heart doesnt beat as fast and the days dont seem as warm, and well...i am just not me.

i mean i cant make u stay forever but i mean, just stay a little while...

Larvae Caterpillar Butterfly