Wow!! The jammy jam was cool. IT was just me and my girl tj, but yall know thats party enough for me. There were all these people from god knows where and it really let me know that UMBC has really gone to the dogs!! wow!! There were groups and groups of skitches!! I mean damn. I heard it was a pajama party not a lingerie fest. These nasty broads were really wearing some shyt!! It was crazy. But aside from the chickens there was lil bit of drama nothing that cant be resolved with and couple hits to somebody's gut! I found out that some people i usually cant stand can be ok sometimes. wow!!!. but umm... lets see...it was really fun and i was showing off of course. I felt so good. I was just happy and confident and I just felt REALLY GOOD. oH! I wore some spiderman boxer shorts with the spiderman skater shoes I bought. Hip arent I! LOL.
But umm...i went to see KK afterwards to keep some drama and bullshyt from being spread. I went towards tjs after i had left because i had parked over there and i was walking with DY and AW. Then DD had rode by all in mine and i knew it just didnt look right me walkin towards walker with them two (they are guys by the way) and i knew DD would tell KK and probably cise it to be more that what it was. Me and KK arent together but we are still friends and i am not trying to throw any wrenches in our relationship or rehash and old feelings. But when i got there tell me why this nikka was steady texting someone and this is like 2 in the morning. WHATEVER!!. So i was there for under ten minutes and i rolled out and partially out of anger...ok a lot out of anger combined with a vengeful feelin i went to DYs apartment. OK it is fine that we are not together but it really bothers me that i am making the effort to make sure that i dont hurt him with the stuff i do and he just blatantly disrespects me in my face. I mean it was disrespectful seeing the history we have as well as if i was just a random person! But whatever~
Then i went to DYs place and we were chillin and nothing too bad happened. I maintained my composure and im actually proud of myself. I was thinking ahead about the year and messing with him and i was just like, i dont know man. He is really kool and i didnt want to end up liking him because of my state of mind, my weakenesses, etc. and he has a girl and that is not my style. Furthermore i know intercourse might set me over the top. So i had to fall back. GOOD GIRL