Ok lets see...
SCHOOL: As for school grades came out and i am happy. I didnt get a 4.0 or anything but i feel like i got the best gpa. I know that i worked hard and put a lot of strain and effort into it this semester. I ended up getting a 3.0 exactly and i am really happy with it. progress is a slow process and i am proud of myself for sticking to my regiment but still being able to have fun. that is great. I am happy with myself for trying so hard but i am even more thankful to GOD for not letting me fall when negativity came my way and not allowing me to be blind sighted by other things occuring around me. THANK YOU GOD!
KK: Our relationship is wonderful and it gets better everyday. I finally got and gave him his christmas gift and i was so busy being relieved that i got it for him that i couldnt even pay attention how he liked it. Oh yeah, what it was! I got him a sony mp3 mini-disc player thingy. it ended up costing me about a lil more than 100 but thats what i wanted to give him and if i had more than that to spend, i would because he is worth every penny. And the fact that he got me a camera phone is really crazy!!!
HOME: "Home" is at school. i do not feel comfortable here. In fact i have been here since like december 19th and my stuff, except for my lotions and stuff that can spill is still packed. its just terrible that they keep giving me the smae negativity i expect from them. like i said i got a 3.0 and I am taking 18 credits with none of them really easy and i did not get a good job or anything the only thing i got was lip about my overall still needing to be raised. that really sucks. but like i said i expect it and i never really get my hopes up that they will say something positive.
FRIENDS: well friends are what they are. because me and my cousins are so close i find it extremely difficult to put care into "friends". i mean i dont do it on purpose but at the same time, i conciously think, "why bother". nothing is really going on now in the friendship department. i am just hoping we all find our own niche in life and focus less on trying to be friends. if i will have friends it will be natural and not a forced thing
ME: I am generally happy. i think i am getting an obsession. it is with shopping. since i have been home, i have spent over a hundred dollars a week. this may not be much to some people but i dont have a steady source of income and 100 is a ridiculous amount to spend frivalously. I go shopping everyday and its not usually that i am looking for something i just dont want to miss anything. its crazy.
AND...i am getting a lil unhappy with my body. i am not fat or anything but my energy level is not where it once was at, my skin is terrible, and some of my fat patches are becoming permanent and not just after dinner things. i think it is imperative that as i have strived to work on my spirit and mind that i give my body some of that same effort.
GENERALLY I AM HAPPY AND I AM OPTIMISTIC THAT THIS WILL CONTINUE...