Alright today, has been pretty productive. I have gotten a tremendous amount of studying done.
Now for the Juice:
KK is acting crazy. There are just certain things that he does that he just should not be doing. I find myself excusing it as him just not knowing it bothers me but as I am writing this I realize that it is him not taking the time to consider if I am bothered by his actions. It isnt too much to ask because I take the time to consider the way he feels about the things I do especially in front of him. And i know I break myself to consider how small shyt of today could potentially hurt us in the future. Its insane. I dont know what to do though. I am not the kind of petty person that continues to address an issue. I just hope that it goes away or (knock on wood) that it builds up as funny as that may seem that i can address it without any regrets. I dont want to ruin what we have but i cant take unneccesary pain either. KK is so sweet and we are so compatible. I just want us to fit perfectly.