So Sunday night I slept over KKs and we were basically chillin' and what not. So monday morning we wake up and we start to do da deed. At this point, i am confused because as much as my mind was tellin me no, my body was sayin yes. So he got it in and took about four strokes and i told him to stop. It hurt. I mean i could have took it but i just thought he wasnt worth the pain. Just not worth it. He proved himself unworthy because he didnt call me for the rest of the day monday. Nor did he call me all day tuesday. I called him monday and he didnt answer. Also, he was in my building and didnt even stop by. I dont understand. Dont get me wrong, i didnt do it thinking it would bring us closer. But i still expected too much from him obviously because i expected that he would call or come by or at least pretend to give a fuck. I just dont know. It hurts so bad to think about it. I dont know if i still consider myself a virgin. I guess i still am but i wont be proclaiming it as i once did. Thats life...
Then there is ACF that is sayin he is tryna talk to me. For starters, i dont know if im ready for someone new. I just feel like i need to take a break from all of them and take time to appreciate me.