I am on an emotional roller coaster. seriously!! At first i thought i was depressed but now i think i am just going through what i yell at other people to do. Growing up. I mean , i dont think that growing up means being unhappy, but i just think my joy is going to come out of more important things than the next party coming up or some material junk. Life just seems to be giving me many opportunities and i think i am finally ready to grab a hold of things instead of just going along for the ride. I have a new homie.
Found out some things today about someone, OH THE LIES. It is kinda blowin me but on the other hand its kinda funny. the only thing i asked of this person was that he be honest with me and the only thing he has done was lie! WTF. I think my good karma is starting to pay off because everytime he lies to me, i am finding out.
With KK, things just get more and more complicated by the day. I just want to tell him to leave all the other girls alone, and i will leave all the other guys alone, and we should be 1. I mean seriously, there are not any guys that match up to him im my eyes. there are a few that come close but, he jut has them beat. my girls dont see it but thats why it seems we are made for eachother. i dont know where to go with him but we'll see...