Written at: 4:43 p.m. on September 25, 2003
Now i have more issues. KK has just been so great and i dont know what to do with it. He told me somethings yesterday that really is making me step back and analyze what has happened between the two of us. its crazy i tell u. I just wish I could have a hand book to tell me exactly what to do in this situation. im so confused. ITs so hard not to just cower behind some excuse. Im facing this head on and i dont want to end up crazy as hell. Ill give more details later.