U never understand the true ramifications of gossip until your are the one being gossiped about. Some shyt has been said about me and i have never been the one that people talk about. Ive never been that girl that people say has done things that she hasnt because i have never put myself in that position. I now know that the slightest thing, one wrong move, or anything that can be construed in another way than what it really is can turn a good God fearing woman into "some freak." I wouldnt be upset hearing something about myself from someone else if there was truth behind it. I wouldnt be upset if what they were saying wasnt the exact opposite of what was actually going on.
But this just isnt the case. Somewhere someone is getting and passing around the wrong message, and i hope its further outside and not from the core of this situation. Regardless of where its coming from, someone and their boredom and big mouth has messed up something that could have been good...