I think the book of me and KK has been closed. Sunday night he came over and we were chillin then we started kissin, etc. So i decided it was the perfect opportunity to end it and i was like, u betta make this good because it the last time. then i kept saying stuff like that elaborating till we just talked it out...i mean all the way out...five hours worth of talking!!! It was insane. We talked about eveerything from how strange our relationship was and how we dont talk often but we are always "makin out" to all the doubts i had about the way he felt about me from the very beginning. It was good for both of us i think. I got to get some things off my chest and get some closure. And he got to know how much i liked him and hopefully grow out of his lack of emotional expression. He also told me how he felt about me and that he noticed that ive grown and evolved as a person. I was so happy to here it because I know i have changed but coming from him it just meant so much more. From 6-8 in the morning we just held eachother and appreciated eachothers presence. I am so happy that we shared that time togeth and that we were able to end things on that note.
The problem i have now is the realitty of knowing that as we both take the itme to reglect on ourt conversation and appreciate all that we have been to eachother, we will see eachother in a new light and may end up giving us another chance. Im not hoping for anything but for us to be honest with each other regardless of what road we choose to take.