My birthday weekend
Written at: 11:32 a.m. on August 15, 2003

Aight lets start this joint off right talkin about wednesday. Aiight i was supposed to get my cousin in the morning and we were gonna go out and get out nails and stuff done, ya know, give ourselves the princess treatment like we deserve. So first of all i go over my aunts house to pick up the car and she isnt even home. Then by the time im ready to go get my cousin, she is at phillips with some other people. so im like cool. But the thing is i had left my aunts house so when i had gone back to get the car, i hurt my foot reeeaally bad and i had got some red pumps the day before that i planned on wearing to the club that night. yeah and i still wore them joints pain and all. It was worth it though i liked my outfit. But the rest of the night was horrible. First of all i had to go throuhg the usual hassle i do everytime i go out. who is gonna watch the kids and how am i gonna get there. so their father was supposed to watch them but i wanted to leave before 10 to make sure we get in for free. so we end up leavin after 10 because their father didnt get there one time and my aunt still had her car which she was supposed to bring back at 9:30 but she didnt. So i end up late by this clubs standards because the line was ridiculous and there was not parking. But then we parked and we had to leave again to go get money because we were too late to get in for free. Now DS supposed to be my "best friend" BLEW THE SHYT OUT OF ME. Well first of all i specifically wanted everyone i invited to get their own way there because i knew by the end of the night i would be tired and/or irritated and would probably not want to take anybody home. That night, she invits herself to ride in my car. Then while im at home waiting for the kids father and my aunt, she calls and is like, "what the hell is takin yall so long?" WHAT?!?!?!? Wrong thing to say. I was like WTF is she doing first of all talkin to me like that, second on my birthday, and third when im already feeling like shyt! So when we go to finally get her, she is smokin a black which is not cute!! and she gets in tjs car!. she dont even know her like that and she was smokin??!?!?! WTF WTF WTF WTF! Aiight so when we had to leave to get money, me and DS went with tj in here car. DS opens the front door and starts to get in! Im like, what? u sit in the back because this is My friend and MY birthday! I should not have had to tell her this! But here comes the good part, tjs car got towed. she had to pay 175 to get that joint out. And im like, she is my firned and im the one that told her to come so i cant leave her hanging. i have to give her some of the money back, of course this comes at the time when im so fucking broke its not even funny. So during the night, i was already blown and tryin not to let anything else irritate me so i was just leavin everybody because they werent the source of my irritation and i wasnt tryna take it out on them! We dropped DS off and i said nothing to her the whole night, she didnt call me yesterday and frankly i dont care. i mean its like, we were friends and that joint has just run its full course, im looking forward to new people and new experiences. NUFF SAID...

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