Ok lets see, my weekend.
4th of July
Well Friday I did nothing for the 4th of july. I was decorating my aunts kids room so, I fnished the painting and finished rearranging and changed the curtain in my room (it looks so sexy) and it only cost me like $35 bucks for the rod and curtains!! But n e way the room came out lookin so nice. And my aunt told her co-worker about it and she now wants me to decorate all three of her kids rooms and a sista will be getting paid!! Yes!!! I love it. I enjoy home decor and shyt like that soooo much.
CHILDREN
I was stuck on not having kids because of the amount of child rearing I have done while I am a child, but now its becoming more and more clear to me that motherhood is the only thing i have truly loved and been good at all my years. Honestly its one of the only things I havent gotten tired of. Its not only even the children, its everything i love. The cooking, cleaning, helping with homework, sewing, shopping, doing hair, talking. Its kind weird because I just realized today that the only "profession" that have all of those things that i honestly love doing is motherhood. Well...I DAMN SURE NOT PLANNING ON HAVING ANY BEFORE I GET AT LEAST ONE DEGREE, but i really want a family within the next ten years, im not anticipating going into my 30s as a single woman with no children.
STUCK ON BWI
Well my aunts daughter had a parade saturday morning so i took her to it at about 9:30am. then i was at the gas station coming home and my aunt calls and is like, her husband got a flat on BWI north and needs a ride to work I had her car so i went to go get him because she couldnt find the keys to the honda. So i went thinkin im gonna give him a ride. I find him in like 15 minutes and he tells me to wait with the truck for AAA. Mind u i have his 4 year old son with me. Im not even gonna get started on what a man he ISNT. But n e way, so i waiting with the truck tryna figure out how im gonna drive this thing home. Its a 2000 Toyota (pathfinder i think). I am 5'3 105. The sterring wheel probably weighs more than me. So n e way, AAA gets there and tries to fill the tire, which wont work. Then he wants to change it, but the tires have anti-theft wheel locks. and guess what...the thing to unlock it is not in the car. So the AAA guy had to call a tow truck because he just had like a pick up truck. So im still waiting on the BWI margin which is like just enough to fit the car on. Then the tow truck comes and he is having trouble getting the truck on because he said his truck is built for 2 wheel drive vehicles or something. so he rode me and my aunts some home! I wasnt upset really but i was hot as shyt and pissed at my aunts husband for actually having me stuck on BWI from 10-1!!!
DA MOVIES
Well, on saturday, i talked to TS out of the blue. This is the guy that lives in my neighborhood that ive known since the 9th grade. We became real cook the summer after my 11th grade year and e talked for hours everyday. I mean sometimes we talked from like 11 at night to 5 in the morning. Seriously, it was crazy. Well anyway, became really cool and eventually he wanted to be more than friends. So he asked me and i turned him down, then he asked me again later and i turned him down again then on the third try and after hearing how sad he was, i just said yeah. I really was not tryna go with him. I was not and still am not attracted to him. He isnt my type in behavior and he physically is not my type either so i couldnt even overlook the other stuff. broke up with him two weeks later because it was just goofy of me to even be goin with him, I didnt like him like that and sometimes i couldnt stand him. I didnt even kiss him, not once, thats how much i didnt like him. So anyway, we end up going to the movies around 10, he picked me up from my house, (which i have never let a guy do). I was kinda happy sometimes during this cuz of little things he did like, he still remembers my favorite actress and stuff like that. He dropped me back home like 1am and I just knew my ass was gonna be in trouble cuz i hadnt really told anyone where i was goin or with who. But it was cool, so i guess i will be a night crawler more often. Also, i think im gonna try to go out with more guys before i go back to school, because thats part of why i feel so hard for KK. I havent really explored my options or experienced different types of guys.
SUNDAY
Well today, MM came to get me at like 12. We went to the mall looked around then went to pick up her brother and went to Gussini. I got a pair of shoes and bought aunty two pair of those clear sneaker things. They only had lime green im my size, i would got some too. But anyway, it was a good day, i was just chillin. I did not get much studyin done the whole weekend but i plan on overloaading myself these last couple of days before my exam so no worries.